Dad says a sentence which made me fall a tear. i broke down in the lift on the way to work. sitting in the bus, i cant stop thinking of how can i ever be happy when family is like deteriorating. If there was no chores or something which is suppose to be done, i think i would not talk to my parents that often. and i can sense the little of social-ness in our family. It make me wonder when i've grown up, will i even come a word like i love you personally or should i always write in a card like all those Mother's and Father's Day. Im trying hard to change the state of my family now. I know dad is busy with debts and work and mum, working and busy catching dreams in wonderland.

i wish my everyday is like on 31 december 2006. i spent time with my parents like never before <3