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{Saturday, February 17, 2007 @ 3:35 PM}
went to ikea with mum. its really a pity that me and mum is not really close at all. its like kinda hard to come out a conversation to start with or something. alot of silence surround us. long bus trip to ikea and im just suffered myself by reading books and listening to mp3. and conincidenly, i was reading a book about a daughter and mum having a bad relationships and stuff. and it makes me reflects about my relationship with mum. i'll rate it = fair. seriously, i envy all those girls saying they talked to their mum about their friends and their lives and went to like market together and all. but mine, well, i dont know. i just know that my childhood days is preety much fun. cus currently, it seems like everything is depending on me. but not all. almost.
tears caught up in my eyes and i try hard to hold it dearly from dropping. listening to songs and reading those words on those hundreds of pages. and suddenly, she was just beside me. looking outside the window quietly and it makes me think, wondering whether did she feel the same way as i am.
