read chapters after chapters on "Uglies" from Scott Westerfield and couldnt stop thinking about it. questions after question knocking out from my head. confusion hit me preety well.

Was on my bed, glued my eyes on the paragraphs printed this page Uglies, and i heard grandma's voice. I quickly stood up and step fast to the living room. Grandma and mas came bringing wonderful food. I miss grandma so dearly. Im so busy that i have no time to visit her. not like those nitec times, where after school, or during our break time, i would visit grandma at home and eat her food. And would entertain my aunty's son on his Ultraman vcd.

Grandma left after staying for 1 hour. It was not enough for me. But it was getting late. She gave me a warmth kiss on my cheek and forehead which would last me forever.

I should sleep over at my grandma house this weekend or something. But i guess grandma would go Johor for some relatives stuff. But at least, i can runaway from home for 24hour since dad and mum is like having war.

And i could be crazy with mas at her house and talk about our endless jokes and foolish games. and we could have a night walk and have alot of those junk food. nice-