my mum inspired me to sing since i am little. i remember following her singing Ziana Zain when i was 4 years old. Singing to the standing fan to make as my ouh so uber cool microphone. ahaha! and i remembered primary 2, i remembered that i starting to read words easily already and saw mum singing this duet song from Ziana Zain and Awie from this Album of hers. Then mum tell me to be the 'Ziana' and she be the 'Awie'. and we would duet and duet. then when my family starting to move to admiralty, i was primary 3. when im bored, i will always which on the stereo and plug in my favourite microphone and sing songs from siti nurhaliza like what the hell. ahah. so loud lah. and mum was sleeping cus from there on, she was starting to work night shift. ahah. i wonder how she stand it. when dad's friend came or visitors and when my parents would open those karaoke machine, they would tell me to sing one of those malay songs. and i would sing like some ass wanabe superstar. wth!

and ouh. when im at weddings with mum. i just hate it when mummy force me to sing at the karaoke machine. i would be begging not to go but turn out that i would be at the front there with a face saying, "i hate this".

i really miss those moments. but mums never fails to force me to do something what she wants. seriously. not only singing. even to model and dancing on stage for that small concert on raya and weddings. it serously embarrasing. ahaha.

if you ask me about dancing. im not so sure. ahah. i just know that when i was primary 2, dad open this song and i would dance until the whoe cd song finish playing all those songs. its crazy.

but i miss those days. how i wish that i would spent my weekends with them like those little toddlers time. when i work and see those teenagers with their mum and dadand their family and they seem so happy. they really are making me envy them and making me feel like a worst daughter or something. i just dont know. but hey, im tryna look at the brightside.

ok. someone please turn me into a