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{Wednesday, January 03, 2007 @ 9:08 PM}
i thought of spending myself at orchard road and just spending sometime with my shadow was a day which i thought would make a sunshine in me glow and let the darkside of me be drawn out. but yet, it didnt. it is such a letdown.
im tired of being so angsty. i feel like that empty feeling in me kept waiting to be filled with happiness plus a cup of love by friends and families. but then, i feel like there's a funeral which is prepared for me and songs by eisley be played. how wonderful.
i rather be sick than healthy. cus sometimes, i find there's no point of being so healthy and be hurt in same times. i rather be in bed and dream of being a princess of another world and just dont ever wake up.
and im in love with Porcelain and the Tramps. especially their song, Fuck like a Star.
and rain, please wont stop till i stop dropping a tear
