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{Wednesday, December 20, 2006 @ 11:29 PM}
selina let met off early today after asking them whether can i have break cus im verrrryyy hungry. :p
and instead of letting me off to have my break, they let me off and to be free from todays work. ahaa. so i end at 8pm. i went admiralty straight instead of having my dinner at vivo. i can tell you, i am like a zombie, dragging her leg slowly to the mrt and kept day dreaming while im seating in the mrt.
and ouh, my uniform, the top, was kinda damp today due to no sunshine on my favourite weather, rain. so i was like wearing my giordano plain top lah. and jennyfer find it very casual and lend me this 'crop' to wear it on so i look much formal looking. its kinda ok i guess for people. i feel like a potato sack for goodness sake. with the texture so the same as a potato sack is, i feel much like it. and the time when i step out of the store room, kala saw what i was wearing and she was like, "what the hell???". ahahah! i started laughing myself. haha! and ouh,i serve a woman and she goes, "hey! and we have the same specs!" ahaha.
and back to going home, then i bought myself a shrooms meal and upsize and upsize.
and worst now. why is my dad hate it when i buy outside food?????
there is not much food at home, like always.
and ouh ya, dad told me that i am very the "cengkung' or skinnier now.
always starve myself and pretends nothing happens. drinking milo to fill that empty tummy. thats explain why im so skinny. im jealous of other family cus their mum always cook for them nice meal and they could always eat and have a full tummy. but mine? my mum sleep and work 24/7. even off days. i understands that she is tired. so i dont bother. i just kept quiet. even though, some times and then, i complaint to her. lets dont sigh about this problem shall we?
and im happy for my friends. their family is so a happy family. spent quality times together and all. but mine doesnt. how i wish i could go back to childhood times. like it ever come true. hope so
and why isnt it raining? rain rain come come. i want you to fell down from the sky and come clean with me. i want you to wash all those sins in everybody's soul. wash wash away those fears and selfish hearts that make me seating in the corner and kept thinking about it, rain. rain rain, came down now. youre the only one who always fill in the emptiness in me. every sound of those drizzling noises, fill the story in my heart like a book of once upon a time =)))
