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{Monday, November 27, 2006 @ 12:01 AM}
i dont feel great. as the day drew near, i feel like i want to have a far distance away from it. i have the urge to get away from this life sometimes. its like this life is making me imagine the fanstasy life and making me talk to stars till i fell asleep.
the living things which always brighten up my days seems to gone away and left the scenery in my mind. it seems like it havent done its duty for such a long time. oh, how i miss her. the interest in life is the only thing which i can depend now to see my face like i am today, which is to put a happy mask and make a act out of it.
how i long this prince charming from my fantasy would drag me to his world and we could have much fun for the whole day and catch as many stars as we could. and climb lolipop trees and make clouds as as marshmallow and make collect raindrops as it turn into a bucket of lemonade.
like it will ever come true. sheesh-
