Stop stalling, make a name for yourself.

{Thursday, November 30, 2006 @ 12:44 AM}

i was already tangled up in the string of bad moodswing when my birthday came along. stupid suggestion make myself to drag to town to wonder and to search the soul where i left it behind. and the angel from my nightmare appeared in front of me with her boyfriend,shu lian. she then tell me to joined to them but i told them i felt bad to be the 'disturber' and she insist that i come along. we chat after all this time. and the last time we went out together is like 31 december, ahhaa, see pipi at some singtel tower with syaf. but heh, she cheered up my visit to town. but then i wanan leave them so i left.

thanks to yana to spent qualities time with me and to bring moments which we have to catch after all this time. and thanks for the spongebob balloon. i appreciate it=)) and thanks to hanis too. we three just bought this bus since we have nothing better to do. ahaa. which bring us to this sembahwang shopping centre. stupidism. soo boring place. heh

thanks to verne to gave me that mug and kiss on my cheek and hug. it warmt my heart and it touched me so hard. let me drop a tear. ahaha. lovelove

thanks to wan to listen to my sorrows and telling me to the right stuff and all. thanks a bunch =]

i was expected to go star gazing. but i also realise, i know my birthday i was not happy but i realise, i spent with the people who i havent been seeing and havent been hearing so much from them. =)

and the sky make me smile everytime i look at it. in school, i was sitting outside the class with hakim and mimi. and the sky was so blue and bits of clouds were there to accompany the sky. it was so blue and so plain . it shows me purity and sincerity. i love it.

{Tuesday, November 28, 2006 @ 11:55 PM}

6 more minutes and the scene of the years i have encounted will be a new leaf later on.

im not really looking for it.

if youre bored tomorrow, ask me out tomorrow =)

{Monday, November 27, 2006 @ 12:01 AM}

i dont feel great. as the day drew near, i feel like i want to have a far distance away from it. i have the urge to get away from this life sometimes. its like this life is making me imagine the fanstasy life and making me talk to stars till i fell asleep.

the living things which always brighten up my days seems to gone away and left the scenery in my mind. it seems like it havent done its duty for such a long time. oh, how i miss her. the interest in life is the only thing which i can depend now to see my face like i am today, which is to put a happy mask and make a act out of it.

how i long this prince charming from my fantasy would drag me to his world and we could have much fun for the whole day and catch as many stars as we could. and climb lolipop trees and make clouds as as marshmallow and make collect raindrops as it turn into a bucket of lemonade.

like it will ever come true. sheesh-

{Saturday, November 25, 2006 @ 1:52 AM}

dear lovelies,

are you tired? cus i am. haha. why? cus i just came back from work. what time did it end? midnight my dear people. MIDNITE! i dont know that wisma shoppin centre open until that late.

OUH OUH. you know what lovelies, its like today i was like suppose to go vivo like usual. so happy that i an eileen talk all this nonsense about our fake act. and then i receive a sms that i have to go to Suntec City. and when i reach there, in the toilet, ready to go to the shop, i decided to peep at my handphone before i surrender for the next few hours to my work. and its like i receive 3 missed call and 1 sms. and the sms is like telling me to go to Wisma. i was like WAD?! cus its like i start at 5 and its like when i was reading the sms, its like 4.50pm. how can i be in wisma in 10 minutes when im in suntec?

then i decided to call and yadah yadah. i reach wisma at 5.30pm. josephine and charmaine was there. and this new girl name kiki. ahaa. hmm. ok lah. the name space so its like really bored. i mean, its not like so many customer went in. unlike my shop. at leasst 1 customer come every 5 minute or something. but this is like ------DEEEEAAADDD-----. YES. dead.

but then since we are having 20% off today storewide, its like getting pack and pack and sooo pack! wah. of course i like it lah. but then its like urgh, i dont know. and i was suppose to work till midnite. so tiring. my head was having that brainfreeze feeling like alwaes. ahaa. and my leg is collapsing any minute. ahaa. i started to hold the rack before i collapse and broke into pieces. :p

though though, went back with these womens ride taxi. yeah. ok. im off to sleep.

say buhbye to misss queen of sleepiness. ME ME ME!

-_-
bye lahh

{Thursday, November 23, 2006 @ 9:08 PM}

continued..on tuesday

eileen was like telling me to walk with her to the fountain and get wet. and i was like coming out with reasons to survive and stay away from getting wet. wah! she kept pulling me and pushing me! ahaha! but hey, im still dry. heh

ati the diva. like makcik kpo eh? LOL!

and im walknig around with that helmet. its cooler if i have a vespar with me. eheee

then we three went to the playground. eileen scream when ati and her spin around on that little thing. ahah! i was like laughing. and they stoip and walk everywhere. dizzy and giddy preeeties. ahah!

then shop seeing again. eileen so loving this guess piuch. nice thang. she is soo gonna drag her mum there before its gone. ahaha. aunty aunty.

then we headed to wheelock place to see her boyfriend and get free food at coffee bean! ahah! thats the best thing. cus i and ati was hungry and so overjoyed when we heard that we can get free food as many as we want!! ahah!

{ @ 1:18 PM}

ok. im now like in the student hub. ahaa. and you know what? cheryl call me from my outlet, asking whether i can work or not since im in standby. i was like,"is it ok if im unabble to attend work today?" . and she was like why? and i was like "cus i havent done by project yet." hehe. and i was like wondering if i cant be at work who will take over my place. then i asked her and she was like "we will need to search for another person". i was like "i cant work today". and she was like ok. ahaa.

im real sleepy lah and tired. i dont know why am i feeling so lethargic these days. i have been sleeping like sleeping beauty for pigs. yeaps yeaps.

and hmmm...and now my girlfriends are watching porn -_-"

hack. im doing my own thingy here. ahaha. sinful. :p

now i gotta go to them to help some stuff. buhbye!

{Wednesday, November 22, 2006 @ 12:44 AM}

start the day with ms sim class, BSA. it seems like some of us are getting use to doing the access that its soothe our heads better than it usual was. since it alwaes torture with question marks and telling us that we gonna fail for our CA. and our miss eileen han brought a container of cereal which after a moment i thought it was a dog food. ehee. nice thingy. everyone love it.

then we camwhore outside class. ahaks

than we had to go for CAP class.

izzul. -_-"

then mimi, eileen, ati and i headed to vivoooooo cityyy!

go rooftop! fun fun. we play with the water. ahaa. fun. we walkkk a bigg round! and i missed going to the big boat. where there is a floating bookstore or library. =(( and im so blurr at vivoooo. ergh. ehee

then we all decided to free our soul by the beautiful scenery of sentosa . we had a beautiful chat.

to be continued:)

{Tuesday, November 21, 2006 @ 11:04 AM}

yeay yeay! im not working today and tomorrow! woooohoooo.
just call jennyfer and she was like checking the schedule whether im working today or not. while waiting, i was like bitting fingers, praying not to work, jump here and there. then she say my name wasnt theere which means....IM NOT WORKING! and the great thing is that tomorrow i also dont really need to work! yippe lahhh. ahahaha

ok. shudddupp.

going to school in half an hour time. snice school start at 12 and end at 3, maybe i wanna go out later at night lah. ahaha. feel like going to the library or maybe vivo city. ahaha. bring my small sister along. wanna spent time with her. how great a sister am i?

hmm...though, im getting ready to school. meeting ati at the mrt. wanna eat! im damn hungry. eeeeee

ok. buhbye darlingsss =)

{Monday, November 20, 2006 @ 11:54 PM}

in school today SOT lesson, my girlfriend make up my face -_-"
for me was so thick lah but for them was like "ok wad...."
i think the things is that i never make up in school cus sometimes i dont find a reason why is there a need too. but hey, no offence.
but my cheek was so damn orange. ahaha! then suzila, "the expert", put blusher on my cheek and i tell her i dont wanna put animore, and she was like insisting to put. then she put, wah!, so thick sae! ahaha. and she was like, your eyebrow you dont wanna put eyeliner? i was like nono. ati was like, if she put like minah already sae. ahaha. i feel so uncomfortable lah. but at least my girlfriends having fun. ahaha!

nd hmm..since i was having a missed call from my outlet, i called back and jennyfer told me that they order pizza and i was like"wads the occasion?". and she was like, "you see lor later when you reach here". i thought someone's birthday or what. turn out our miss selina won TOTO lahhh. rich women. ahaha. ate the pizza and bring one slice home and a chicken drumstick. yummie...

though went home, so tired. standing in the train. damn.

walking my wya home on the normal pathway to home, it was cold and creepy cold. it make my hair stand and it felt eery. though, i was swinging my GG>5 paper bag which contains pizza and drumstick. so tiiirreddddd.....

ok. im off. and hmm..nd i dont wanna work tomorrow! can?

{Saturday, November 18, 2006 @ 3:05 PM}

im happy when i see grannys holding their grand daughter and give them so much care and love.
im happy when i see parents kissing their children saying how much they love them.
im happy when i see children playing around and laughing and having so much fun.

im sad when i saw an aunty in the toilet cleaning herself at the sink with a 2 dollar note and a hand soap.
im sad when i see a grandpa pushing a big pile of boxes to find money.
im sad when i see a senior citizens feeling lonely.
im sad when i see senior citizens seating down a the corner begging for money.

mai sarah's copyright

{Friday, November 17, 2006 @ 12:34 AM}

yesterday working and giant gave me a surprise. ahaha. nice to meet you giant. =]

and today, you know you know in school, during BSA class in computer lab. ms sim was like giving us this revision paper for us to do. then ati and me sit side by side. then we kept talking and laughing. i kept telling her stories after stories. ahaha. we kept laughing. then then ms sim was like,"mai sarah, you been telling your grandma stories and i dont want to hear it. you been telling your grandma stories for one and a half hour and you still got revision 5 and 6 to do. and....." LOL!! ahaha. i and ati laughing and hiding behind our computer screens. ahaha! the class giggled at me. ya lah. i realise i talk alot today. today i was high. ahaha! and hmm..and no wonder ms sim heard us, cus the class was like quiet. ahaha! funny lah. i kept laughing.

wadever it is, now i know what i tell ati like 'i spilled water at my workplace' , the whole class know it. and OH, ms sim sy too?

and yesterday working was tiring. cus early in the morning was having SW and since my class only 7 turn up, mr ho decided to bring us to the gym lahhh. ahhaa. i work out man. really work up. all those stupid lazy muscle. ahaha. i do the all in one exercise and this thing to build up yoour stomach muscle. cus i think im going to be boncet soon. like yes?

and hmm...yeah. i was aching in the end. working was boring and tiring and i spilled water in the store room before i went home! ahaha! i was so panic. i take the tissue toilet roll on the table and anyhow wipe it. and it become one big ball of tissue. and then still not working. saw a sponge and anyhow wipe here and there. saw napkin also wipe wipe. then i decided to buzz off. went home. but then i forgot my water bottle! aiyoh. then this minah here, walk to my shop and jennyfer take for me. i was like quite scared that she would find out. cus i know it havent really dry yet. i was like so call "i-cross-my-finger-and-hope-to-die". thank god. she is still alive.

and went home buy barbeque chicken. aunty gave me a free chicken cus i wait soo loonnnggg..how patient am i? ehehe

{Thursday, November 16, 2006 @ 12:58 AM}

my day as a queen of burger king =pp

went to suntec city with eileen,izyan and ati as we are like accompany ati to her workplace. and we went to burger king and i tell ati to take for me that preety paper crown. i loike mann. went totally idiot walking around with it. eileen bought ice cream yougurt. nice mannnn. ahaa. and then went to starbuck or izyan prefer to call is "starfuck". ahaa!
then ati went to work, and left the three little piggies. the piggies went walking to bugis to buy one of the little pig's specs as her spec is soo ruine. so went walking around and bought the spec. need two more weeks and then i can collect. can stop my headache or i should call it migraine. its so a constant headache without a proper spec. argh.

{Sunday, November 12, 2006 @ 11:22 PM}

instead of going in at 2.30pm, i went in at 1. WHY? cus....selina told me that we don't have enough man power. and yeah, i went there at 1pm.

then work and work. yeah. i like it when customer smile back to me. its like make my day. ahaaa. cus im like smiling allllll the tiiiimmeeeee and standing there. selina told me that i can become a maniquine. ahaa. but hmmm..yeah. got walk around and approach customer and stuff lah. but i like hanging clothes, steaming those clothes and help at the fitting room. i rather do something then standing near the clothes and do that piano thing on the hangers. hee~

yeaps. and this woman was like:

mai: hi, good afternoon mdm =)
women:hi, good afternoon! (then she look at me. for 2 or 3 seconds or sumthing"
women: you look very familiar. (with that eyebrow thinking her way out)
me: hehe =) ( in my mind was like, "of course you know me. im the rockstar who jump from her stage and die. hehe)
auntie:then she smile and she do browsing through those clothes.
me: still wondering.

and yeah, and just now at vivo city was having this fashion exposure where some of the shops show off their outfits. so alot of cute and hottie models show off their moves and stuff. and got kids modelling. so cute! envy these kids lah. ahaha. hmm..ouh, it was like pumpkin patch, crocodile, fox and hmm..yeah. i think thats all the brand they modelled for. i cant really see though as im p-o-t-e-k. yeap yeap.

and suzi. hmm...i used to hate her so much. cus she so arrogant. and surprisingly, today she treat me so damn nice. she like talkto me and we like joke around and stuff. telling me her dad is like having alleycat's hair and stuff after she find out about my hair. and i was like oookkkaaayyyyyyy. but yeah, like alwaes, dont judge its book by its cover.

and hey, previous post i was abit messed up i realise. ahah

nd happy burfdae to my mum. gave her the necklace and she was like, "tttthankkk youuuuu. berape cent kau beli ni?"
and i was like, "ade lahhh"

then she open the gift box and wore it. can tell that she was pleased with it. eheee. happy lah the daughter..ahaha
HAPPIE BURFDAE MAMA!!

{ @ 11:22 PM}

{Saturday, November 11, 2006 @ 11:57 PM}

at 11++ am went to nora house! ahaha. we hugged! ouh how i miss that norya! ahahaha. and i touch her plasma tv! lol.

then we went to shiken house as she was having open house. then its like we all talk about the past. about graduation night in primary schoool and one of our friend wear like as if she is getting married with all her jewellery. LOL!! HAHAHA!

then i was late to meet ct and the rest of the guys. and you know what, while waiting for the traffic light to let me walk, the rain was drizzling, but then it came like a heavy rain. wahhh, i was wet with my kebaya and aiyoh, thank got i wear a pums instead of anything irritaing like heel. eee. and yeah, i ran. i realise, when im wearing a kebaya, i dont feel like myself. haha. wadever it is, iwasfreakingwetdude.

then went to ammar house. ahhaa. we all ate bee hoon. talking about the past and was like disturbing each other on the dining table. its so pathethic lah. only 5 of us. me, ct, hazhim, azri and adi. =[

but then after all those beautifultimeswehadtogether, we all went saying buhbye to ammar and ct and i had to go. she had to go to the hospital as i had to take my pay at my workplace. so we say buhbye.
and im never good in saying goodbye;

just went to vivo city to collect my pay. i work 46 hours so kinda get a little though. not really lah the real thing for a normal part time worker but then i think i need to pay alot of stuff and buy alot of stuff. thats the prob. its like i need to buy a new spectacle and stuff.

went walk around vivo. and went eating at banquet. and halamak, i saw that syafiq helmet! aiyoh. i was looking at this boy for soo long and then i realise then that it was syafiq helmet. ahaha. i dont talk to him and so do him. because booboo know him and whatsoever. whatever it is, i enjoy my chinese rojak there.

then hmm..went to bugis after that. thought of buying this shirt. but then i realise im getting bored with all the stuff in bugis. its like what they sell is what people already wore. its like so common. its got this aunty like recommend me this shirt or shrug and all and i was like, "nono" . then she like kacau me with my nono. i mean, her recommendation is what the minah is wearing. haha. but hey, no offence =)

and hmm..realising that tomorrow is my mum birthday, i and mas went to perlini silver and bought my mum a necklace with a diamond pendant. for mum, its ok to spent money =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMIE!!

{Wednesday, November 08, 2006 @ 9:01 PM}

last sunday, i was in town in my KEBAYA??

why? cus mum brought me to this wedding ceromony thingy which held at the Crown Hotel beside Paragon shopping centre. And ive like no choice but wearing that in town. And OH how i look ridiculous in town in my kebaya. but hey, lets hack care about it shall we? and hey, the wedding we are going is my friend in kidergarten sister. i miss her soo much. and when i saw her when i exit the lift, i was like, "is that mala?". ahaa. ouh, how i miss her. and she never change her cleverness. always clever. ahaa. and preety preety. my mum was like, "kemain lawa mala. agaknyer kalau kakak dier pengsan, dier ganti" -_-

then yadah yadah, everybody went in to the ballroom and the bride came with her groom. aww..how lovely. she married to an indian man. how sweet. and yeah. got take loads of picture.

btw, we went there with cik som. she didnt bring her son who is the same age as me. i miss him too. he used to teach me how to colour properly when we were in kidergarten. but as we grow older, didnt talk so much. but what the hack, i wonder how tall is he now. But at least i saw how tall is he in a digi camera.

how similar he look like his bro? totally a photocopy. ahaaa. when he is young.

mala and me on graduation night is kidergarten2 year.

nd oh, how i look so dumb and a asshole?

mala and me now. =]

and i still look dumb and a asshole =D

ouh. and i had a big feast. ate 4 huge prawns. 2 sambal chicken. 1 fillet. 2 muttons or beef. a slice of steak. nasi briyani. mango pudding. tarts. alot of coke!! and more. it seems like im the only one who ate alot. eheee.

and before we made a move, mala mum was like, "sarah biler nak kahwin? jangan luper nak invite aunty eh,". i was like shoot me in the head and see me in heaven??
im just seventeen with a mute character and expect me to be married soon? like soo not. ahaa. how about her own daughter that. im sure mala say all NONOOO.